Aunt pat

when u left me in this world its hard to manage it I'm still dealin wit the pain my heart need bandages I try to smoke away ur loss but it's still lingerin I try to share my wife the pain its jux too hard to vent she can see it in my eyes wit all my damages wish I could see u one last time when I got outta pen I done notice all my flaws cut off alotta friends when Im riding past ur crib I be reminiscing I jux need to kno u listenin when I'm in my feelins only my mom can feel my pain cause u her older sis told me to watch how hard I love an keep your promises and be a man of ur word so I stand on bidness u the one who held my pole when I had to dish it I was breaking down the pack when I was in yo kitchen I would bless wit sum gas cause u my favorite when me n bro was on the run u always let us in I was walking on the yard when they said u did make it I jux broke down and cried I just couldn't take it the kinda love that showed I kno I couldn't replace it when I grab a 5th of Paul for u I gotta face it my heart been miss beaaatin thinkin bout u griefin