sin in me

Lord forgive me I know with me I know you in me I know I'm sinning that ain't winning I'm grateful for what you've givin me but this sin in me but I keep sinning me I keep sinning me i....keep...sinning......me.... ppp yo I keep a couple bags on me like a camel do im higher that Saturn too I keep living keep sinning keep hoping that im forgiving but I keep on sinning and that ain't winning I've been givin so mandy chances asked so many questions Lord you always given me answers but I still don't understand cancers it's like we in trances everything enchants us....... And life's a trip I try to get a grip and as soon as I do that's when i slip and land deep off in shit ain't that bitch or is that the point a lesson in which I must overcome and switch from the darkness of the abyss and crawl up out the ditch stall tall up in this shit what's real or do I glitch am I in the matrix idk but I can't fake this you can't make this any more confusing I feel like cruising but loosing I keep on choosing to make excuses but they nooses