I'm th3 h∆t3d

the hated Absence of Atonement. There is a monster that lurks within me   A remorseless creature buried deep   Locked away and laying dormant         It is capable of terrible things   It has carried out unspeakable acts   With me as its conduit         Many have suffered its unflinching wrath   The images replay in my mind unfiltered   Untainted by years that have passed   The rage, the pain, the blood...so vivid   The bodies lying almost lifeless   All carried out by hand at the behest of a cruel being         Im guilty         Guilty of being a willing party   Guilty of not seeing the value of human life   Guilty of self awareness with inaction   Guilty of wanting to feel anything at all, even hate         I will not provide a defense beacuse I have none   The person I am now must pay for what the person I once was did   Justice will not be denied   Vengence will not be silenced      In the absence of atonement, I accept my punishment well let's get on with it before i get bored and shit I was born to spit I ain't a pussy but don't push me I admit often more I'm a dick but the dick too thick the dick too big sometimes I leave the pussy torn a bit they say its ok bc they adore the stick chicks think i should use it for porno flicks one slip disconnect your hip they say i was born with it they say I fill their every hole to the brim with every inch from the time I put it in they immediately start to cum intense -ly until theyre born again leaving that sweet pussy i was just so deep in strongly addicted feinding for me to put it back in begging for that next fix within begging me not to leave but if I do how soon and when will I be back again