I love you

its captivating how people would do you love you but really only use you i could see it coming and you could to but I knew first time that you looked me in my eyes and told me a lie that I can never trust you again and you were my best friend it seems like I'm going to have to love you from a distance somethings gotta give or I'm going to have to end this im serious my heart cant take anymore I'm about to be knocking on heavens door going to go out with a Kurt Cobain bullet straight to my ending I can't keep pretending going to prescribe to God and ask him to end it the pressure building is enough to blow off this houses ceiling please stand back there's too much animosity going on for me to have feelings baby I'm just too real for so many b****** that ain't real I call you a thief because my heart you still but yg55555t55t5t5tttt555t5566y treat you ain't going to treat