P.S. Life's great, I miss you.

lately, I've had a hard time seeing beauty in my life don't wanna talk about all the homies playin victim to hindsight they got where they at nonstop chasin the limelight I had to get up and walk it just to show em what the lines like old friends hit me up tryin to see if the times right to ask him for a couple grand because he got his rhyme right I get it i really can't blame yall for being broke the real antagonist watchin laughing like it's a fuckin joke. seeing our homes burn up in flames families die in smoke but answer me this, did you pay your taxes bro? if not they will tear your family apart for sho no where to run no, not even on the road only money you make is poppin off the stove. watchin friends die, got body bags down the road no one got shot bro, but fenty took they soul a man dressed in black askin for moments of silence for a man killed by black. man, the story is timeless I just wanna go back, man, reverse all this violence. reverse the overdoses and the murderous rhymin. I've done my fair share yes sir the villain is climbin but on the real man, what fo? so i can have a few dollars and some nasty ass hoes not me, man. humble from the dirt like joe. but don't get it twisted man I never had a clean ass soul I made my mistakes, hurt people, sped down that road found out at the end of the day it's a lonely place to go filled with people who pledge loyalty, but now it's like where they go seeing your true friends got clouded by your ego never could resist the opportunity to shoot a free throw I just wish we could rewind back to befo when life made sense gettin high off of that vivo remember when we'd watch dbz after school on the tivo? one of them days was the last you'd do that shit little did we know just a few bad ass kids tryin to figure how to grow I was just a kid still had dreams of maybachs and rose gold still had dreams of being dope and texting hoes then one day I woke up and steph said give it a rest all this shit will happen man, this is just a test. if you can't handle fame, then maybe fame ain't for the best I felt that shit like a bullet to the fuckin chest. from that moment on stopped playin checkers and started played chess started writin rhymes started out on that new quest started sweepin other rappers it's a broom fest started Makin music and got me a few checks started playin harder and got me a few techs but the truth is I evolved. now the cats out the bag the rubix cube has been solved if loves what he wants the devil will get a bitch involved watch all your relationships with your loved ones just dissolve become a recluse and throw up some walls you know this feelin the one right before you fall that feeling before you jump off a building and end it all...