rain pain

teardrops just like rain my soul is hurting from the pain things change changing them back will never be the same why you have to go and turn your face the other way all these games you play I don't want to play them you'll care for me like barely so don't just stand there and stare at me my heart is blown away like winter leaves it kills me every time we fight I have to watch her leave shit I hear from other people it sounds like you scared of me you took my heart and carried it carelessly laying in the bed right now all alone I can't sleep drinking everyday to wash away these memories you say you were a blessing but I did not sneeze and just for the record I know you really never loved me so I don't know why you wasted the time even f****** after the way you did me with the men don't think I can let you touch me so one day you'll look back and think about all the s*** you did was f****** then try to make it sound like you was stuck with me I'm going to give you one thing for advice and this s*** for free you ain't never going to have to ever worry about me I'm in a motel right now standing on the 13th balcony my life ain't over but it's about to be ain't you proud of me your soul is mixed with something that is souring so when you go to speak just remember to close your mouth you queef you ain't s*** and you will never be in my league I'm going to give me a new b**** and she will be my dime piece so I think it's time we get rid of all our dirty laundry