sad

Every day I've woken up and wonder what I'm gonna freaking do with my life Every single night when I think about that's when I just start to cry I lie to faces go to different places think about how I'm down and not proud at the spaces I've made this so far and can't make one bar drive in the car it broke down so didn't go far yeah I am so scarred all up in stars can't even play inside of a bar can't even go dow- what I'm boutta to is gon give me a frown every person I've met has not been proud all my words are so quiet never loud woah yeah going down also so frowned upon get in the car and drive on the road can't even understand how I become happy bro no yo don't go walk up in the studio tryna make a beat go pro but you know that you can't though and even if you wanted to you don't because all your thoughts shoved down your throat I don't even kno- someone I can't really pretend to be is someone thats always connected see it's the only things that I want to be but you know that it is all S-A-D I can't even see- CHORUS: Sadness Anxiety Depression all of it is Depression it is the pressing of all the pressure it is the impressing oppressive depressive treasure n- anybody want to find a secretive repetitive sleepiness competitive sedatives always setting it prepping in never stepping in always so freaking sad and then- anybody always sad even though it's always bad but maybe good to clap and plan the splats of your tracks haha it's next ye- no yeah woah SPLAT clap stats always bad never back always strapped only with thoughts that be sad really mad freaking bad never have a day that's rad wanna freaking try me? because we all know your like a RAT