I’m feeling lifeless Let me light this Eyes getting vibrant I mean red Poppin pills till I’m dead Spending all day in bed Leaving everyone on red I was too fucked up. Don’t remember anything I said. Fill my head with lead Spill my blood all over No luck just like a three leaf clover It’s getting so hard to be sober Feeling lifeless I might just end it Take my own rules and bend them I don’t have many friends I tend to chase them away I felt this way For more than days I just wanna lay face down in a coffin Alive but feel like I’m rotten I’m toppin my own insanity Ain’t no one a fan of me Cant move on I’m always stuck Like in a rut But I give All the fucks If I got shot at I wouldn’t duck I know I suck No homo I don’t wanna be alive like no mo Feelin like life is always in slow mo Can’t keep fallin for these hoes yo Feel alone even tho I’m with the bros At the lowest of lows Happiness I don’t know It’s a stranger Would anyone help me if I was strangled My thoughts aren’t tangled Steady feelin lifeless So I write this