growing up

growing up it was rough look money I ain't even have enough I ain't even got a lie I ain't even gotta bluff remember I was young momma worked to jobs just make ends meet she said sit down son just take a seat now that I'm older now that I see momma did what she could for me wouldn't take it back if I could but smoking on this loud got me wondering if I should and fuck my dad that fuck bitch done got me mad he destroyed everything that we had now I'm drinking on this Hennessy fuck bitches ain't no friend of me looking at them like they is the enemy got one homie that's all that I need fucking on a bitch ain't giving you my seed I'm trynna make a mill trynna give back to my ma she know I will bro what's the deal bro how you feel lucky if I got one meal just popped another seal and my homie know that's real shit growing up remember I ain't have no friends never did I ever have to hop a fucking fence daddy never there he aint give two cents one bedroom apartment we done had to rent shit but I still kept it lit entitled bitches ain't be knowing shit if they ain't got money than you know they throwing fits I ain't even know my dad's name he a pussy ass bitch and that mother fucka lame and still feel the same damn I ain't ever really gonna change growing up it was rough money I ain't really have enough I ain't gotta lie I ain't gotta bluff shit tuff no love