I gotta fucked up feeling

I gotta fucked up feeling like I wanna drop down from the ceiling she said she would call me soon, really. but looks like she left with a wheelie left me there squeeling with no remorse for my feelings im just another guy same tune piercing eyes she was just lookin for a ride I fell in love now shes gone with another guy feel like I wanna turn up the drill and fuckin kill the bitch tonight but enough blood spilled over a motherfuckin racoon now my heart filled with hate I feel the end of my infatuation comin soon even gave her a burger that she ate should ve been a dick and hate lately I've been on the edge, crazy till u sat down next to me niw i wont let any bitch get to close to me unless she gonna give me head now I understand why I'm always sad it's cuz them bitches always end up fuckin with the wrong head man it fuckin hurts to be left alive like a fuckin squirt like u ainnt shit, like a piece of dirt I should've been better to assert all I got left of. u is the smell of u on my shirt now I'm gonna choose my target carefully study the nature of the bitch fully nurture the hate faithfully now that's my mission belive u me no mo hoe's for me guess what u gave me heartache like I was your enemy so I'm writing these bars coming from deep inside of me heart filled full of hate incoming like a storm in the ocean forming leave the fuckin water foaming I'll leave u wondering like u left me wanting to be with u and one last thing I really really did tought that we had a thing or two in common, I guess I was a fool now I have no one to cling to for that fuck you and I truly mean that too you took mu heart ripped it up and left a shard as I lay on the floor bleeding I never tought it would be that hard how can a man survive this kind of damage that u do but I gotta be true, I've been missing u and I still do but u shittet on me like they always do no wonder now I got that don't come near me attitude truth be told I could forgive u If u fuckin only gave me a call so we could talk and nit shout at all just a normal convo cause I miss your voice now when I sleep I hear all em noises of emptiness nobody beside me to calm my nerves like fuck I'm done yet 3 days passed and I ain't heard shit I'm thinkin bout you and what we could've been pussy is sweet but so is sin u don't know what kind of situation u brought me in I wanna take my life but I won't do it for some lump of skin u really done fucked me over