breaking down

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feeling like ive hit the bottom, nothings ever enough, my thoughts are shaken right now, and im callin my bluff, feel like i wanna hurt myself and its often but not, i just wanna be the one who is takin the glock, throw it up to my dome then im takin the shot, there'll be nothin left but a big bloody spot, its all over for the life that i lived, now say a prayer cuz its all i have gived im shakin, mistaken, busted up and breakin, breakin im shakin, mistaken, busted up and breakin, im breakin breakin down hear me out, i just really wanna shout, scream out curses to the sky, like PLEASE let me out! why the fuck was it me again? why me this time? im fucking done with this shit, so tired of the lines, tired of livin, just existing, like im just slowly dying, all my life has been a blur, couldn't walk a straight line, the only life that i knew was the one who was tryin, tryna fuckin kill me, just slowly in time now its time to say goodbye, i am finally done, maybe i wasnt chosen, maybe im not the one, who really cares in the end? Is it God? or His SON? or maybe the Holy Trinity Christ all in ONE! Just wanna believe in somethin for my time has to end, just to make it through this life, really I need a friend. can someone come and save me? maybe pull me out? i feel like i am drowing, just to figure me out, it all seems like a pattern, or a puzzle at best, trust me i have been tryin, doin just like the rest, all these trials and tribulations puttin me to the test, I'm always so stressed! I have confessed! im shakin, mistaken, busted up and breakin, breakin im shakin, mistaken, busted up and breakin, breakin breakin down

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