So High

Ambitions are massive but does ability match it? Is chasing this rap thing a sensible tactic? My desires are madness but not going backwards. I’ve chosen this path which may or may not bring status. Right now I’m nobody but wanna be somebody. I go to open mics so peeps can hear and watch me. Want experience bodying beats in front of bodies. Wanna spit scripts calmly and give fears autopsies. Got huge expectations, I set the bar so high. Am I prepared to make it, or will I just nose dive when it gets frustrating? Won’t know if I don’t try. My peak’s as high as spaceships, I just have to go climb. Anxiety stunts me yeah, it tries to run me down in the ground. “You’re a joke that’s not funny.” That’s what it says when it’s trying to hush me. Got lots on my mind. Can’t shut up, I must speak. My drive to get better overrides apprehension. Tried to quit in the past but my angst can’t suppress the intention I possess ‘cause my tension’s just tempo- rary, yeah it’s scary, but I know it strengthens. Got huge expectations, I set the bar so high. Am I prepared to make it, or will I just nose dive when it gets frustrating? Won’t know if I don’t try. My peak’s as high as spaceships, I just have to go climb. Must be more consistent putting out lyricism. Not seen on the scene, most don’t know my existence. Must get out there more to become familiar. Recording’s not a chore when I’m sure of my mission. When I know what I’m doing, got no excuses. If I wanna do music Must prove it with numerous fumes which make you think. Got inspiration to fuel this route I’m pursuing. Must say “screw it” and use it. Got huge expectations, I set the bar so high. Am I prepared to make it, or will I just nose dive when it gets frustrating? Won’t know if I don’t try. My peak’s as high as spaceships, I just have to go climb.