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i never liee reall recognize reall! righttt if you listen the sound of my voice ihopin you really hear me listen close its the truth livin in this crazy world that full of ups n downs twist in turns in the end could live eternity or forever burn burn burnin flames all around cash downn down flames higher as you think you couldat been with the most high power you heard! higher power! so be careful how you do what you do with out a doubt we all gotta story to tell! no mater what you been through feelin defeated! depleted! suicidal thoughts biggie smalls! got you thinking all the ways how but then you start to think about your wife and kids. finding you brains blown out now in steada suicide your hoping please anyway it doesn't matter as long as i didn't do it my self. im asking please let me die! your feeling worthless in this life! you are and thats facts you just gotta stand up n fight we all have a story and believe me the story im tellin is true. those were my thoughts too! now im writing all these lyrics for you and anyone feeling like us the holy spirt told me i had too! have too for a long time too!ive been hearin but because of fear! n all my self doubts ive been disobedient! obedience for him my self pushed aside i just hope im on time! GODS TIME NOT MINE full truth is i used to not believe! n used to run round with some goons in the streets n the game jus a little bit sellin usin drugs with real killers n thugs jus a little bit! in the crib Tony left i was just a little bit! and yeah it was because what i did and new it was gonna end like this! on my wife and my kids i did! but i didnt really think i was gonna be brought to the desert! were i was beat up again just a little bit next thing i feel a knife pressed in starts to slice my throat turny head but im told to give em my throat! that night i ended up prayimg for the first real time! asking the lord please not like this! ill change my life i promise ill leave this one behind! i just wanna see my daughter! call it what you want but as soon as my prayer came to an end the knife was lifted from my throat! i was let go! not before one last stop j CRAZZY welcome to the show! last thing i had to giv3 them my clothes! walkin away naked and alone! thinkin ok lets goo! new life here we goo straight and narrow path tryin just live