Spetsnaz RIP

Yo…this goes out to… That one dude that kept it real and made those videos on Youtube…my brother Spetsnaz…RIP Since you passed I‘m in disbelief I‘m overcome by grief, Now finally I will put into words what you meant to me, You were like a friend that I never knew in person, I felt the shit you said, so much so I even translated it to German, You saved my life, I reminisce listening to you when I was a hermit, Up in college, didn‘t have shit but a dream, started my own business, You articulated what many of us couldn‘t put into words, A man of wisdom, you never followed the herd, I know you lived every moment of your life on your terms, You were free range, didn‘t have no cage, spread your wings like a bird, I had plans of speaking with you, but something tragic had to happen first, I still cry about your death, because your words gave me a second birth, I remember 2019 I tuned in when I was in a world of hurt, First Gonzalo, then my Grandma, now you feels like I‘m cursed… I will never forget the videos you made about your friends who had left this earth, I feel helpless and lost in the face of you buried in the dirt… I hope you‘re out there somewhere and you hear this message, I hope this shit reaches you on the other side or wherever you are, Just know that I will carry your legacy woth me wherever I fucking go, Your words of stoic wisdom will impact everyone I fucking know, Shed a tear daily guess that‘s processing pain to fucking grow, But I keep on trucking, don‘t live on my knees I ain‘t no fucking ho, Open my eyes, look out the window I‘m like how did Spets fucking go? I know one thing for certain you reside in my heart rest in peace my bro! Gone, but not forgotten, your memory is never too far, Cause I will carry your truth and wisdom on in my heart, You laid out the definition of masculinity, you are my hero, Some days I wake up and I can‘t see clear though, I gain direction when I listen to your videos I set aside my doubts, Cause just like Spetsnaz I will make shit happen I won‘t flail about, Yours truly brother whom the world will never be the same without, You taught me the value of peace, not glory and clout, You were a modern day philosopher no one will erase your cloud, You left behind a legacy, believe it or not, You affected many a life of males lost, You live on through your videos and the people you touched, Oh what I would give just to speak to you once, Since you passed I‘m in disbelief I‘m overcome by grief, Now finally I will put into words what you meant to me, You were like a friend that I never knew in person, I felt the shit you said, so much so I even translated it to German, You saved my life, I reminisce listening to you when I was a hermit, Up in college, didn‘t have shit but a dream, started my own business, RIP my brother. I guess we‘ll meet in the next life!