why cant this shit be easy, its a horrible feeling to want you but everyday i wake up to an empty bed

why cant this shit be easy, its a horrible feeling to want you but everyday i wake up to an empty bed when will this nightmare end, when do you start being honest? i cant get you out of my head, boy your all i think about. when can this dream be over? i cant sit here anymore and pretend.... i don't love you, i dont need you i just cant get you out of my head