Live with these chains

it's been 7 years 7 years filled with tears 7 fucking years but it is what it is I feel locked up, I feel chained I feel tied to depression and that shit will never change I don't know what I might do I've been the strong one for so long I got no one to cry too I feel I'm locked up in these chains with every link a cycle i might start drinking nyquil this shits too hard to fight through someone come and save me my wrist hurt I got em too tight I want these chanis off tonight visions going blurred slurring all my words tryna solve my problems but I think I may be cursed all of me hurts heard a beep come from driveway devil pulling up a hearse I don't wanna get in but I think I gotta get inwe everyday inside my head I host an Armageddon no forgetting the pain feel my head is insane I fill my heart with sorrow anybody got a little happiness to borrow wasn't happy yesterday, today won't be tomorrow I guess I'll learn to live, live.in these chains it's been 7 years 7 years filled with tears 7 fucking years but it is what it is I feel locked up, I feel chained I feel tied to depression and that shit will never change I feel so claustrophobic don't get to close you'll notice blurred vision losing focus never have I felt so godamn hopeless I cannot cope with it i am so over this I've had these chains on so damn long it just feels numb the way they choke my wrist chains rattle through night it's why I cannot sleep I battle through fight but await on my defeat I don't know if there's a key it'd probably been destroyed I don't know I need but the dark I can't avoid