Struggling to get by using a family WiFi Got a spark in mind electrics a bill like sci-fi When I got bullied in campus I felt like a kid Couldn’t bring myself to fight back it really hit Fractured bone on my index couldn’t look up What I wanted cuz my finger weren’t looking up Bike crashed in open road landed on ground Cuts bruises wearing jeans if you heard the sound skrrr Had a helmet on but imagine a truck came the corner I woulda been outta that lane Woulda been feeling quite positive When fame came got me feeling negative Going gym for health mentally I needed it first But £50 membership couldn’t pay fitness first Now I need a car that’s more stress like my friends and disagree or not I’ll but I’ll never leave them Chorus: 1 Maybe imma switch lights turn off when I click Feel like everything that I pronounce it sounds weird Maybe Imma switch lights turn off when I click Feel like everything that I pronounce it sounds weird Wasn’t in the best shape or form Now with meds got me in good form Now with meds got me in good form Verse: 2 Man a story like mine can elevate people around me But emotions filled and it feels bouncy I let my feelings get the best I regret What I accept comes with a connect When I was home home after a long school day I was gonna cut myself on that day Sounds long but i think it woulda been a better thing If I did what I thought I will even admit it weren’t a good thing Chorus: Yo so many things and that I really regret Never had a blade I haven’t used one yet Yo so many things and that I really regret Never had a blade I haven’t used one yet Dealing with a life of no communication Got me feeling stuck inside a basement Dealing with a life of no communication Got me feeling stuck inside a basement Verse: 3 As a child a man was what nearly changed me tried breaking my arm my heart believe it scared me Scouse lady came to my protection at first She let him leave but yelled at him first These early stages of life was pain like puberty Back in store rooms because I my grades were empty Me my old what I called bro we understood but we really had a banging young childhood I hope he keeps in contact because he should