temporarily or permanent?

he want me to give him $20 glad I didn't give it to him because when I said I had it he was like that I need that right now but I didn't give it to him right away because like if I did he would have just took my money and ran with it basically I want him to stay with me not as Lovers and Friends not to where he's using me for my money I told him to be the same person don't switch up on me just continue to talk to me. I don't want to think about the what if he would have had done this or what if he would have done that I know one thing he won't get nothing else from me when he get down bad because it's so he'll bite my hand knowing I was trying to help him and did help you why you talking to me and you could barely keep food in your refrigerator and you can't say I didn't help you you didn't need me. like for real I don't like when people say they didn't need somebody if you didn't need me you wouldn't ask me to do this you won't ask me to do that you wouldn't ask me to be on the phone with you if you didn't need me like I don't understand that some people do that and do some crazy stuff switch up on you and then say that they didn't need to that don't make any sense if you didn't need me why waste my time so that's basically what you doing what you did is waste my time impatience that I could have gave somebody else but if you didn't need me why am I even on your mind for you to want me for something you can't make that make sense you can't make something make sense when it already don't make sense didn't make sense we cannot undo actions or unsay the things that we said we cannot take that back I don't care if you was born again you cannot take that back you could be reincarnated but what's been said and done has been said and done you cannot take it back all you can do is apologize and truly mean it.