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I thought what we had was special but the truth is we just didn't meet at the same level fighting for a chance was hard I had wrestle I know we had our ups and downs but you just kept breaking it like a pencil I was really trying hard for us because we had potential but you didn't see it that way its like you were fading away more by the day and I still wish the best for you I always pray but I guess that's not enough I thought I had it but loving you was tough man knowing you did shit behind my back it was rough but I guess it's OK now lookin at my life now might have you saying wow really don't care if you jealous or not I just know your saying how