Letter to you

Drunk thoughts.. cause I couldn't do this shit when I'm sober.. you feel me ? Yeah.. - I swear I love you but I hate everything bout you, I'm glad you fuckin left me cause I was never around you, maybe physically, but mentally, was never really bout you, Couldn't wrap my head around the thought of you being what mattered, This shit is pissing off, I'm thinking how the hell this happen, /4 This nigga doesn't deserve the daughter that your ass gave back to him, a worthless piece of shit, gimmie the word, and I could handle him, break his fuckin jaw, and let him know that youre more man than him, maybe he'd find some answers, in the midst of all his bandaging, /8 Fuckin whiny faggot, he's lucky you havent Abandond him, (fuck that dude, I say this shit like I want you.. but I cant) You're a beautiful women, it's true indeed.. shit, I fuckin hate myself even more then you could believe, it's messing with me, have my fuckin shoulders weighing heavily, 12/ I apologize for the negative, fuckin shallow me, I hope you find a way in life to make it by so happily, no apathy for the fuck niggas that did you tragicly I'm sorry.. I'll probably never show you this.. But I just want you to be happy..