Love Letter

hope as friends I can mend Your heart back together. begin again, being apart need to be over. swear im not over you, This break up is over due, Time to make up, know it’s true. I’m not perfect. But who on this earth is! Totally worth it. I’m for certain. You n the kids. all I want again. My cravings for you, Is a high ten. know it true. Chasing you again & again What am I saying. Never really stopped. I’m not even playing. There’s a reason tied that knot. all the drugs. In the this world. never numb. The pain that I have for you girl! I’m hurting over you. Like damn withdraws. how I hate DTs. The way it makes your skin crawl. Sweating up a sauna. But yet you bout to freeze. And all you really wanna, Is have something you can draw up. Get fucked up. only for a few hours. in the mean while. looking for your next fix. Wishing you could just quit. But it’s way too painful too. It is what it is, What it ain’t it never be, Resisting what it is, Cause I want my family, That’s exactly how I feel about you. Here’s some truth, Say that you down But yet you changed I stayed down, & you know I had to change, But I’m still the real me, walk with a frown, Cause I’m full of pain, It real deep Without a coat, walked in rain, No sleet, holding onto hope, talk to you Tay, See, Hope I don’t go for broke, Cause I fault, For you babe, Got me, reminiscing sitting in the kitchen came to a decision. walked up to ya cooking at the stove Said listen good looking, Wrap my arms around you. told you that I love you. put no one above you. it’s you that I chose. Then your eyes glisten. And we started kissing. Still the same isn’t? Have I mention, That they say if it love, You find it again, where you been? My friend Lost everything, It’s time for a win! Searching for you again write you love letters, Through songs, Show you that I love better Weather you listen to em or not, Dk cause you don’t respond! Wish you would stop, Imma stop, sending songs, Written by other people, Telling you how I feel! Imma send songs that I write Hoping it hit deeper, Cause I’m keeping it real! Don’t get me wrong, Hope you keep em, For the rest of your years, Cause one day imma be gone, In a permanent sleeper, Remind ya what we shared That I care, A lot steeper, Then you thought was real