drowning in pain

I'm drowning in pain, can't seem to escape The weight of my past, it's like a heavy chain I try to stay afloat, but I'm sinking fast The memories haunt me, they won't let me last Drowning in pain, can't find my way out The darkness surrounds me, I'm filled with doubt I'm suffocating, can't catch my breath This pain is consuming me, leading to my death I try to numb the pain, with drugs and alcohol But it only makes it worse, I'm heading for a fall I'm lost in my thoughts, can't find a way out The demons inside me, they scream and shout Drowning in pain, can't find my way out The darkness surrounds me, I'm filled with doubt I'm suffocating, can't catch my breath This pain is consuming me, leading to my death I'm reaching out for help, but no one hears my cries I'm drowning in this pain, it's tearing me apart inside I need a lifeline, someone to pull me out Before I'm consumed by this pain, before I drown Drowning in pain, can't find my way out The darkness surrounds me, I'm filled with doubt I'm suffocating, can't catch my breath This pain is consuming me, leading to my death I'm drowning in pain, but I won't give up the fight I'll keep pushing forward, I'll find my light I won't let this pain define me, I'll break free I'll rise above it all, and finally be me