Man what happened you used to have a friend in me Man what stop Cappin you know you’ve always been my enemy Always tempting me with suicide Cause of you my self I almost euthanized Always being scrutinized by myself Cause of you I’m living by myself No it’s cause you to obsessive And emotional And you keep stressing That’s what your exposed to do You keep pushing those close to you away So yeah I know it’s you I can see your filled with shame So you wanna escape To get away Cause here you don’t wanna stay And you don’t wanna say or admit it So you put it to my hand I tell you to die Cause it’s obvious you don’t wanna be alive It’s cause of you no one in my family Is a fan of me No it’s cause you never stop talking You should go in the woods and just keep walking Even when your demons are stalking Walk in til your legs start locking Get away from all the mocking All the taunting In my head Is like a haunting Stop making me feel bad for wanting to spread awareness Quit making me feel like I’m careless To much weight don’t know if I can carry this I’ve screwed up and been careless yes And got a couple secrets ima be buried with We all got demons we fighting They keep striking Like lightning you gotta make your chance You gotta take your chance I know it doesn’t look good at a glance But you gotta dig deeper Look past all the evil Just remember people are going to leave you That’s just part of it And everyone agrees it is the hardest bit Love is what I’m chasing and it’s hard to get Nah you just want someone to argue with Man shut up don’t even start with it Man you just wanna feel needed Cause your conceded Your worthless that’s the only thing we both believe in I don’t really believe in that stop deceiving Oh but you do Do you not see it No get away from me You know you’ll never be safe from me Except if to end it you get a knife or rope And put that to your throat Or look up what pills are popping Pour them in your hand and get to popping Don’t stop in till Your heart stopping No I won’t give in Man you know you want to quit living Man leave me alone I’m not kidding Quit putting this stuff in my head Cause you want me dead Man stop what your doing Why is it confusing No because my mind I’m losing No it’s because you’re useless You know this is like the rest of the times you’re going lose this Like you should with your life Don’t forget I know what you like I know what you hate I know your scared and alone at night And that on your chest you feel a weight That you can’t escape That keeps compressing That keeps you stressing And is the cause of your depression That may be true But I feel that weight because of you All my life I’ve been trying to be number one but ended up a two IT’s because of you I feel this way I shove those close Away Because I don’t wanna expose my pain Never show your weakness Always keep it with your deepest Darkest Secrets