Help Me

Have you ever felt like no one cares have you ever felt like somebody without a spare someone have a heart to spare cuz my broken torn and croaking crossed thru the waves got laid out and sent to the grave somebody help me plz help me help me I got some friends I know they care but They're far away I'm in despair need some pills to keep me here and not down in the ground no sounds peace would be nice what's peace if it's too quiet no one to share it with makes me sad but fake mf make me mad please help me help me I really need help rn I don't wanna end up in the ground by 25 X2 I am too afraid to die too many ppl I'd leave to bleed I wish I wasn't in need then I could make sense of this survive thru all of this bs but now I'm here and I'm here to stay nobody here to back me up back it up no one I can trust I wish that I could be an us why do I always eat dust I wish I wasn't the dust blow me wind oh blow me away cuz I'm here then I'll blow away ain't nobody ever here to stay watch me til the end of days plz help me plz help me I know I sound soo sad but know my life ain't glad I still pop a bitch who gets mad I'm just falling asleep fucking sad anger gives way to tears when you're broken anger gives way when you are choking on the chains around your throat my life is a sinking boat so plz help me plz help me