My_ X _& My Excuses

00:24 I'm sorry that I couldn't keep you near me I'm sorry that it wasn't meant to be But there's too many things that is running right through me I know you miss me and I do miss you too I don't know why, I just couldn't tell the truth But there's too many side effects that my brain just can't do Many more ways to be there just with you I'm going through a lot, I just couldn't tell you my thought Why can't I just be myself so I can come to a start? Not a conclusion, you're my everything, just a little spring You were all the seasons that we could have maintained Let's just be ourselves and move on with the same thing One day I'm sure, we'll be more than the same thing Why can't I be myself, not so negative with everything? 01:09 Why can't I just change for you? I've been wasting my time Dreaming all about you There's more ways to become someone You craved at day one Remember that place I took you where it was the first time I seen you smile That sigh was more than I could ever have dreamed of But at the time it was a while ago And I do miss you enough Remember that river with the little falls I showed you and all it was so magical I know I hear your chord But the time you're on my shoulder In the lake when I showed you the view no one else could see Brought me to my tension that two or more whiskeys Sitting in the back of my head me holding you Squeezing you so I'd never let you go or lose you But let's hit the road together so I can stare at your beautiful soul As we pack up our memories and store them where we all know I know we love each other and when we have the time we'll tell But thank you for saying who I really am And I do miss you Thank you Why can't I just change for you? 02:18 I've been wasting my time Dreaming all about you There's more ways to become someone You've craved at day one