suicide letter

I'm writing this letter, feeling so low Thoughts in my mind, nowhere to go Feeling the pressure, feeling the pain Wishing I could escape, break free from this chain Lost in the darkness, drowning in sorrow Hoping for a better tomorrow But the demons inside, they won't let me be They're whispering lies, telling me to flee I'm fighting this battle, but it's hard to win The darkness closing in, suffocating within I'm tired of the pain, tired of the fight I just want to escape, to take flight But I know deep down, there's a spark inside A glimmer of hope, a reason to abide I'll hold on tight, I'll fight through the night I won't let the darkness win this fight I just feel fucking depressed day by day I feel even more suicidal than the day before for I just need some fucking space yea I have a big responsibility now