should I be dead

I've been through some shit, should I be dead But I'm still here, standing tall instead I've seen the worst, been put to the test But I keep on pushing, never settling for less I've been knocked down, but I rise again I take the pain and turn it into my gain I've got scars that tell a story of my past But I wear them proudly, they're a part of who I am I've been betrayed, stabbed in the back But I keep moving forward, never looking back I've been doubted, counted out But I keep on grinding, never feeling any doubt I've been through hell and back, should I be dead But I keep on living, never losing my head I've faced demons, fought my fears But I keep on going, never shedding any tears I've been through it all, should I be dead But I'm still here, stronger instead I've been tested, pushed to my limit But I keep on fighting, never losing my spirit