Forever Young

a little smudge of hardship some what of a nudge to my body armor aww I'm starting to go under think like this feeling as I start to go numb numb not much feeling to feel anylonger but still lots of money to get need dollar after dollar further in the meantime I'm staying alright I guess if i think about myself less but that could change inthe next hour after I get more stress with my body being examined I spill out intestines that leak out cholesterol but doesn't tell me why you needed to waste my life kept feeding me dreams that made me take my life . tell me something good why sh0ould i give single solitary to get stuck a fuck when your life ends up with a massive stroke of bad luck feeling bitter after happiness laughs back with whiplash that slaps you spins you to your ass cracks Everyone looks on pass you just looking like they're no good for nothing useless that you could choose to use less unless need more 2nd options 2ns opinions on. you, no witness but they can't even help with what your going thru what am I gonna do what am I gonna do can't keep being a fool never knew that I never had clue look what fucked up changes can do to you do to you what did I do to you I can't take this anymore how can you be so sure your not lieing to yourself you keep fighting your own shadow I see a better life ahead after you win this battle another soldier surrendering to the enemy of love as drops of suppressed emotions explode from being under pressure from lacking drugs it's unacountable series that don't continue still keep going on thou I gotta find the right Ai technology to make a better main menu maybe you run to fast to quick ness mix in some milk and nesqwik and there's a fast breakfast to smash and get out get something to fall on ya back with out handles to grab back at the time like its taking its own hands and this time I ain't part of the damn plan how much bullshit piles up this high for a hopeless man