what happened

sitting reminiscing of what i can remember last November was the happiest i been in for ever yet like change in the weather i wonder weather or not we will make through the next few days being together it hurts worst cause i promised you the earth only thing spinning is my mind trying to find a balance between sticking around or splitting blocks cutting corners off latly i see how your feelings for me been falling heavy like hail and rain you took away all that pain just to give it back with twice the aches its not you to blame its me i shame getting used to being tossed away has me pushing all getting to close further away cause i know how hard it is to stay im to much to handle so i wont be at a stand still holding on to what easily lets me go walking down the road feeling the flow of energy push me as i go all i think about is being like jack and rose but im cold so holding on any longer gonna have our hearts froze not being able to love eachother the way were supposed letting go is hard but we both gotta let the past go or the past is gonna be the reason we dont last another second to pass really i just want the time we have to last we used to be a perfect match now every conversation is just another rematch all i want is to have what we had yet we seee howw long that last only a. few months and youve been the best a broken man could ever have much more then id ever ask thanx for that chance sorry i couldnt stand on my own with out your helping hands im for ever grateful soo sorry but seeing you hurt is to painful