darkness surrounds me its total silence almost alarming frightening mostly nightmares forming

darkness surrounds me its total silence almost alarming frightening mostly nightmares forming wolves at the door im my dragons armor sword's beside me heat is rising as the flame keeps growing they're throwing torches my house on fire no help is coming completely alone and totally sober. cant blow my composure its essential i stay the strongest i have to take the pressure haven't been given a choice the fate of the world was thrown in my lap i know more than i say and i know you see it too. when you see me weak i know your upset because i know i can do so much better but I had to stop caring About everyone else and start caring About myself taking hits below the belt the world just keeps me from breathing won't even help me to stop the bleeding they won't help me up even when im on my knees pleading but when my brother needs help im there in a flash even if im already broken and beaten poking and leaking holding my own im the brightest light holding onto a candle so the dark doesn't completely conceal me. staying bright so the broken can see me.