Everynight I Lay Awake

Every night I lay awake, can't sleep, you're on my mind Thoughts of you keep haunting me, love that I can't find You broke my heart, left me shattered in the dark Now I'm lost without you, can't even make a start Memories of us together, they keep playing in my head But now you're gone, just a ghost, a love that's dead I try to move on, but the pain is so deep I can't shake this feeling, it's like I'm in too deep I thought we had something real, a love that would last But now I'm all alone, living in the past I can't sleep, you cross my mind, it's tearing me apart I wish I could forget you, but you're engraved in my heart I try to numb the pain with whiskey and pills But nothing can fill the void, the emptiness that kills I miss your touch, your laughter, your smile I can't sleep, you cross my mind, it's been a while I know I'll never get you back, it's just a fantasy But I can't help but wish for a chance at a remedy I'll just have to learn to live with this ache I can't sleep, you cross my mind, a love I can't fake I'm standing here, waiting for you my love Feeling like I'm stuck, can't rise above Time keeps ticking, but you're not near Am I just wasting my time, living in fear I've been patient, been holding on But it's getting harder, feeling all alone I keep hoping, you'll come back to me But deep down I know, it's just a fantasy I try to move on, try to forget But my heart won't let me, filled with regret I long for your touch, your sweet embrace But all I feel now, is an empty space I want to believe, that you'll return But each passing day, my heart starts to burn Am I just a fool, waiting in vain Or will you come back, and ease the pain Mind racing, heart pacing, thoughts of you never fading Every night I lay awake, can't sleep, you're on my mind Memories of us keep replaying, can't escape this feeling I try to shake it off, but it's like I'm stuck in rewind The way you smile, the way you laugh, it's like a drug I'm addicted to the high, can't get enough But now you're gone, and I'm left here all alone Just wishing I could pick up the phone But I know it's over, gotta move on But it's hard when you're the one I want I try to distract myself, keep busy But at the end of the day, you're still the one I miss, see I try to bury these feelings deep down inside But they always find a way back to the surface Every night I lay awake, can't sleep, you're on my mind And I can't help but wonder if you feel the same way, every time.