Produced by @ATLien #NightShadeStay Intro : They say 70% of life is just showing up, 20% for me is getting fucked up, Last 10% is me waking up with regret and throwing it back up again, I do that all over again, rinse and repeat until I am dead. Verse 1 : i been to rehab twice now, all my music nice now, I got 2 friendship bracelets from 2 girls that I met in the psych ward, they both blocked me and told me I was toxic, I said but girls you already knew that so stfu and just give me my hoodies back … fuckin up again, I just broke my fucking phone I don’t even know what I did to it, everything good that’s been given to me up to this point in my life I’ve already blown through it, let me take a minute to look you in your eyes and apologize in advance if you’re in my hands right now and I end up letting you slip right through it Chorus : I think that I should leave, but you think that I should stay, girl I’m nothing short of poison you’ve been shooting in your veins, girl you’re the sunflower and I’m your nightshade, I think I should leave, i don’t think that I should stay. Verse 2 : 20 mgs and a half e that’s all I used to need when I was 17, now I need that alzapram that setraline all that caffeine amphetamine, and some sleeping pills I can’t even pronounce. Yeah give me a good thing I’ll fuck it all up, then imma take my drugs and I’ll cut em all up, then imma hit my plug up as soon as I’m done, I don’t know why I’m never satisfied by one. Outro : I been so scared of Mondays lately cause it feels like everybody hates me, and I’m not making it to work on Monday cause I did way too many drugs on Sunday