dark days

love my life but hate these days it feels like im always in a daze so nigga i dont play when it comes to my emotions so don't let me down to the ground. i got my brother to pick me up from the darkest hours he always been there no matter what i do i wish i can do more than cut m yself because Im always hurting my health i might have a lot of wealth but i means jack shit to me. the only thing left for me is to get down on my knees and pray to the devil king everyone hates me for who im am so what i made mistakes In my life. i might just have to end it with a knife love my life but hate these days always have these paydayd with my boys but never seem to have those happy days again as a kid my life sucked it was so fucked up got a sister who took everything from me and got a fam who don't know me Feeling lost in this maze, trapped in a haze Everyday's a struggle, trying to find my way Stuck in a cycle, can't break free Feels like the weight of the world's on me Life's a rollercoaster, highs and lows But lately, it's been all lows, no highs to show I'm drowning in my thoughts, can't escape Trying to find peace, but it's just out of reach I used to love my life, but now it's a mess Every day feels like a test, I'm so stressed Trying to stay afloat in this sea of doubt But it's hard when all I feel is left out I miss the days when everything was simple Now it's all complicated, like a riddle I'm searching for a way out of this maze But it feels like I'm stuck in a never-ending craze