Yeah All my homies dead now Family losin' faith now Losin' everybody since I'm tryna find myself out I'm tryna find myself out Tryna find myself out Is that much to ask huh All my gang dead now We were shootin' rat's huh That time we were so young At 12 I had a shoot out Shit just super real and make ill I'm tryna cough it out I can't bottle problems, after pain, after loneliness I can't be in dark all alone, that's a tripple threat All I saw is pain, when I saw my nigga cry for help My mind was so drained, like everyday after seeing all that I can't find no sleep, since I saw my nigga die like rat Uh shit just super real Got me super numb In the streets I'm dodgin' bullets, hiddin' from them gang