What Happened To You An Me
swear to god try hard to get my point across but never gets to her, Just coming off mean like I’m afucked up human being ,she makes me believe I don’t care about anything , thought we were happy , went threw honeymoon acting , now our relationship is in reality, we are mean to each, other always tripping over insecurities , letting past trauma ruin everything , painting faces of exes on one another so toxic sheesh , WHAT WE GONNA DO ???? After everything we been threw took so many, leaps of faith with you to be , happy and move forward from TRADEGY, but here lately all you know is arguing, subconsciously getting mad at me for nothing , then mood switching like a traffic light how it be , once I use yellow then you’re red and then you turn green , so hard to read no wonder we are falling apart so quickly, I’m pouring , my all into saving ,YOU AN ME , but somehow I’m doing the opposite accodently but it comes off intentionally, to better each other was my strategy , but it turned out to be another horror story I collected in my brains memory , oh geez somebody help me find some peace , cuz apparently IM MEAN A BAD GUY THAT THINKS ABOUT HIM SELF CONSTANTLY , so obnoxious no soul can handle spending 3 minutes round Monty rest in peace to my chances of making people happy an living a normal life finally when I been stripped away of all those opportunities unfortunately but it’s whatever life’s a disaster then a paradise then a hell demon invested in all my surroundings so interesting my personality keeps company with other spirits demons an poltergeists automatically so I’m always seeing other worlds things that no one else can so hard to describe the exact detail of what it like to look threw Montgomery eyes at his life that he has been giving out of pity misery an anxiety ridden family overdosing pills to him enabling him to be a addict an not help himself be free another prisoner in my family’s prison of living a lie while silumtanously ignoring reality FUCK THAT LIFE NOT FOR ME hence why I always run away leaps of faith attempting a better tommorow for Monty to achieve having my own life finally I gotta do this not to mention late bloomer mentally I’m nearly thirty gotta act before it’s to late for me an I get stuck in this torture of a unfathomable perception of reality brain washed into me so by default I’m doing things the hard way before thinking it’s a gift and a curse that’ll be the death of me sadly SO PLEASE REMEBER ME MY MYSIC LIVES ON WHEN I GO R I P HOPEFULLY YALL LISTEN TO MY WORDS THAT I SING AN UNDERCOVER THE CODE OF MY EMOTUONS I PINNED UP FOR YEARS AN RELEASED IN SONGS SAVAGLY LISTEN TO A ALBUM AN EXPIRENCE A LIFE OF MONTY AN FEEL YOUR THERE JUST LISTENING ITS TRIPPY SO VIVID AN REAL ITS THE ULTIMATE MASTERPIECE got me myself an I till I die so no matter what feeling hits me ill know deep inside FUCK EM ALL MY DAWG YOUR A GOD DAMN BEAST
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swear to god try hard to get my point across but never gets to her, Just coming off mean like I’m afucked up human being ,she makes me believe I don’t care about anything , thought we were happy , went threw honeymoon acting , now our relationship is in reality, we are mean to each, other always tripping over insecurities , letting past trauma ruin everything , painting faces of exes on one another so toxic sheesh , WHAT WE GONNA DO ???? After everything we been threw took so many, leaps of faith with you to be , happy and move forward from TRADEGY, but here lately all you know is arguing, subconsciously getting mad at me for nothing , then mood switching like a traffic light how it be , once I use yellow then you’re red and then you turn green , so hard to read no wonder we are falling apart so quickly, I’m pouring , my all into saving ,YOU AN ME , but somehow I’m doing the opposite accodently but it comes off intentionally, to better each other was my strategy , but it turned out to be another horror story I collected in my brains memory , oh geez somebody help me find some peace , cuz apparently IM MEAN A BAD GUY THAT THINKS ABOUT HIM SELF CONSTANTLY , so obnoxious no soul can handle spending 3 minutes round Monty rest in peace to my chances of making people happy an living a normal life finally when I been stripped away of all those opportunities unfortunately but it’s whatever life’s a disaster then a paradise then a hell demon invested in all my surroundings so interesting my personality keeps company with other spirits demons an poltergeists automatically so I’m always seeing other worlds things that no one else can so hard to describe the exact detail of what it like to look threw Montgomery eyes at his life that he has been giving out of pity misery an anxiety ridden family overdosing pills to him enabling him to be a addict an not help himself be free another prisoner in my family’s prison of living a lie while silumtanously ignoring reality FUCK THAT LIFE NOT FOR ME hence why I always run away leaps of faith attempting a better tommorow for Monty to achieve having my own life finally I gotta do this not to mention late bloomer mentally I’m nearly thirty gotta act before it’s to late for me an I get stuck in this torture of a unfathomable perception of reality brain washed into me so by default I’m doing things the hard way before thinking it’s a gift and a curse that’ll be the death of me sadly SO PLEASE REMEBER ME MY MYSIC LIVES ON WHEN I GO R I P HOPEFULLY YALL LISTEN TO MY WORDS THAT I SING AN UNDERCOVER THE CODE OF MY EMOTUONS I PINNED UP FOR YEARS AN RELEASED IN SONGS SAVAGLY LISTEN TO A ALBUM AN EXPIRENCE A LIFE OF MONTY AN FEEL YOUR THERE JUST LISTENING ITS TRIPPY SO VIVID AN REAL ITS THE ULTIMATE MASTERPIECE got me myself an I till I die so no matter what feeling hits me ill know deep inside FUCK EM ALL MY DAWG YOUR A GOD DAMN BEAST