getting 😬 nervous
Yeah, thinking about life thinking about trying to do things that are right but I got too many past memories in my mind always trying to fucking sabotage me all the time if I try to really make myself go forward I feel like I’ll be going right back to the round About that have stuck up and doubt because I try to make it out of all these dark clouds because it rain rain rain deal with all this pain. I got so many trauma shit rolling through my veins as my blood type it be like PTSD. OK got a lot of fucking other things holding me accountable but impossible. I feel like it’s another obstacle because I can’t get medicated cause I don’t have insurance yeah America so fuck because I can’t get this shit for free if I lived in Canada, they should be prescribed me but instead they bank off rent unstable so I can’t keep fucking intrusively buying shit at, Walmart and this well I can’t even pay the rent because all of my money spent is just goddamn fucking thing in the herd. Oh my God it’s uncle Sam’s plan. This is what you heard OK if you don’t know this, you live in the rock Patrick star listen up I don’t give a fuck OK I’m gonna get my life back right because I’m not following what they told me to. I was so praying wash I could taste it in my tooth and now I’m bout to do everything I said I do because all these clothes they follow me all around like some team and my mind they can’t ever let me out. I’ll be getting up myself with this her lock. OK yes I’m gonna be free they gonna stop, running out of hell about to go through the portal. Yeah I’m fucking working now I’m feeling like I’m normal, but this the depression be choking the fuck out of me I’ll be seeing the grand reaper waiting for me to get up on the goddamn kind of teleporting to the fucking hell where I’ll be stuck in the cell, but I ain’t gonna do that cheating all this death like I just cheated in every single fucking life but it’s OK because clarity go help me find a way because the golden golden case is not where I’m a see the day I see Lucifer I see inside the river waiting for me to cross because they know where I’m twisted.
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Yeah, thinking about life thinking about trying to do things that are right but I got too many past memories in my mind always trying to fucking sabotage me all the time if I try to really make myself go forward I feel like I’ll be going right back to the round About that have stuck up and doubt because I try to make it out of all these dark clouds because it rain rain rain deal with all this pain. I got so many trauma shit rolling through my veins as my blood type it be like PTSD. OK got a lot of fucking other things holding me accountable but impossible. I feel like it’s another obstacle because I can’t get medicated cause I don’t have insurance yeah America so fuck because I can’t get this shit for free if I lived in Canada, they should be prescribed me but instead they bank off rent unstable so I can’t keep fucking intrusively buying shit at, Walmart and this well I can’t even pay the rent because all of my money spent is just goddamn fucking thing in the herd. Oh my God it’s uncle Sam’s plan. This is what you heard OK if you don’t know this, you live in the rock Patrick star listen up I don’t give a fuck OK I’m gonna get my life back right because I’m not following what they told me to. I was so praying wash I could taste it in my tooth and now I’m bout to do everything I said I do because all these clothes they follow me all around like some team and my mind they can’t ever let me out. I’ll be getting up myself with this her lock. OK yes I’m gonna be free they gonna stop, running out of hell about to go through the portal. Yeah I’m fucking working now I’m feeling like I’m normal, but this the depression be choking the fuck out of me I’ll be seeing the grand reaper waiting for me to get up on the goddamn kind of teleporting to the fucking hell where I’ll be stuck in the cell, but I ain’t gonna do that cheating all this death like I just cheated in every single fucking life but it’s OK because clarity go help me find a way because the golden golden case is not where I’m a see the day I see Lucifer I see inside the river waiting for me to cross because they know where I’m twisted.