Yo I can’t do nun without my life going upside down but bro said go with your heart not your brain but lately I be thanking about cocane I been doing a lot since bro left putting guns to my head thanking if I rather be here instead but if I just had told him to put them guns down he would be here right now he said lets go to the y next I get a call saying bro got shot in the head it hit me like dang he shot his self in the head I been crying in my bed thanking like is bro really dead if they would have stoped all that killing my brother would not be dead I don’t care what y’all do just leave me and my fam alone y’all didn’t just kill my brother y’all killed mostly everybody brother y’all said black life’s matter but y’all killing y’all own color so it ant no black lives matter it is every body matter so stop all this killing. Rip bro I hope I don’t feel this pain no more. now lately I ant been getting no sleep and now I can’t barely eat I been off my grind thanking if I am losing my mind got me thanking if I could go back in time to see my brother for the last time but no if I do I will come back not alive.