Steal dealing with the consequences of my actions way back then I wasn't really focused my kind hadn't fully developed yet steal learning not to give everything a reaction I was living in sin quick to take the easy road when u really tryna win showing love to people who never really deserved it gave people my last when i barely had shit then they turn around and flip the script what type of shit is this And to top it off just got the news that my father died asking myself if I was never locked down would it still have happened this way cause this shit is weighing on me deep I can't really sleep fresh out the pinetintiary I'm tryna put the pieces together my heart really shattered don't know which to go I was drowning how the fuck could my grandma let my father be buried by the state I'm searching for his grave not really in a good head space how could a person do they family this way I don't understand it anger running through my vains I don't really wanna talk