we're was you when I was down my lowest were was you when I need help to focus were was you when I need a father and nobody notice were was you when I needed to find I need help but my father wasn't their no were in sight people dissing my name gotta take it back people like to kick me down I could've been dead but instead I'm alive in thus world God must have a plan for me were was you when I need help and nobody notice were was you when I was down at my lowest my anxiety is constantly controlling my depression is unfolding I can barely stand my voice has mis comprehend I'm so sick I can't be a normal kid I'm hating on my self in the end cuz I cant be normal kid letting people down that normally what i pretend for me people saying I'm making excuses but really in all reality people mis use me I don't know why but I feel so useless these streets are ruthless I can barely stand feeling so useless people like to miss use the ruthless I'm lock in getting this cash while I'm feeling so sick right up against the trash stop trying bash my face up against the concrete while I'm troubling to walk troubling to talk kids playing with chalk getting shot up right in the front lawn ik I'm sick but this is what I'm fighting for so no more kids will end up in the mourge or shot up at the store i hate being poor one day watch me blow up in flame with greatness better then the lateness everybody will be shock that a kid was to sick to stand is standing before all the world to see him perform globally hopefully this will come true I will rap till I'm blue in the face Idc if I'm the last person on Earth I will be making hundred of thousand million buck you know why cuz I haven't had any luck