wake up to a heavy heart mind racing before my day starts i struggle with anxiety and do these drugs so I'll feel free free from all this agony the demon that's inside of me it's slowly draining life from me but y'all call it insanity wanderin in the dark alone im searching for a spark of hope but all I find are empty bottles and these pills that make me choke i don't know where I belong i don't know what I'm doing wrong but I'm pleading out to you in each and every fucking song I just need to feel something yeah I just need a reason to live but all I see are broken mirrors I have no patience left to give what is there left to do when these drugs no longer work and deep within the darkness i find the demons who just lurk im fighting with reality feels like I'm going insane so I take another shot try to ease up on my brain Lord please take it all way give me back my peace of mind i swear i am waking up sorry i have been so blind