if I can change my life today I'll will go back to them days I'll get on my needs to the Lord I'll pray please don't take me out this way grinding night and day rain can't wash the pain hoping for better days fly away to a better place first his birth was born on this Earth with the curse tell me what is the purpose for still rapist and races and murderers who is serving us who is our savior is it you or the devil the demons are the Angels preachers the rebel since the beginning we've been the ones that tripping we the ones that sending we villains we chilling we dealing we even willing to killing our own children blurry vision blood spilling pain no feelings lyrical writing Wise words spitting Spirit hidden our life was given we too afraid to admit it Lord please forgive me if I can change my life today I'll will go back to them days I'll get on my needs to the Lord I'll pray please don't take me out this way grinding night and day rain can't wash the pain hoping for better days fly away to a better place I only love my kids and for them my step I'm not looking for love cuz I'm chasing my wealth don't need no help I can do it myself we born by ourselves we die by ourselves when I close my eyes all i see is death if I wake up then I guess I'm blessed no need to rush take a step by step take your time cuz that's all that we got left they said I turned left cuz I ain't turned out right I don't like the light I'm only seeing at night I'm a thief in the sky I hustle to survive I struggle and strive we smile n we cry we live and we die what was lost it was found what goes up must come down what goes around comes back around that's why I don't f*** around I'd rather f*** up n down I have seen it with my eyes I done heard all them lives I got burned in that fire I got drawn in that water I done walk across the line did my crime do my time pay your dues or lose your life f*** the streets enjoy the ride I had to put everyone to the side pick my head up put away my pride I was in the dark I had to shine music really saved my life want to see me in the casket they call it my child a bastard who live in this life backwards this world is a disaster Lord this ain't the end of my chapter how should I move got demon all on me trying to take over again money can't pay for life or sin All I want is to win not be gone in the wind money show the highest drugs are damn disevin don't know why I try it damn I miss my family don't wanna hurts no more please help me lord need you to talk to me need you to walk with me I don't seem to do it properly can you hear me,give me a sign please answer me if I can change my life today I'll will go back to them days I'll get on my needs to the Lord I'll pray please don't take me out this way grinding night and day rain can't wash the pain hoping for better days fly away to a better place