A bit of a deeper one …………. Feeling trapped inside my mind, lost cause constantly denied ,I'm suffocating slowly trying to breathe in the unholy Thoughts of ending it all, this pain is overwhelming, homie I don’t know how long I can stand this, let it be the start of my wish list Battling demons in the dark, they're eating at my soul piece by piece they tear me apart and watch my spirit depart But I'ma rise above, I won't let this take its toll Lost in the abyss, searching for a glimmer of hope But the darkness surrounds me, I'm hanging on this rope swinging wildly clawing my way out Every day's a battle, I'm fighting for my sanity But the weight on my shoulders, it's becoming a calamity all this pressure subsided around me it’s increasing my insanity wishing they would just stay silent Screaming out for help, but nobody seems to hear I'm drowning in my tears, consumed by all my fears The world keeps moving on, but I'm stuck in this despair I'm a suicidal boy, trapped in this never ending nightmare My mind's a battlefield, a war that never ends But I won't let it break me, I'll keep fighting till the end even though I don’t see the light ahead I'm tired of feeling empty, I'm tired of feeling numb I’m tired of feeling like my life has no meaning But I'll keep pushing forward, till my demons are overcome and I can stand tall on my own without no demonic presence behind me switching out my personalities Sometimes it feels like I'm running out of reasons to live is it to rhyme or is it too live , these questions ruin my head all around me cracking at my skin let the blood rain from inside of me But I refuse to let this pain be the only thing I give I'll rise above the darkness, find strength within my pain I won't let this define me, I'll break free from this chain I'm a survivor, a warrior in this mental war I'll weather every storm, till I find what I'm looking for I won't let this darkness consume my every breath I'll keep fighting for my life, till there's nothing left.