done.

I’m in my bed breaking down I can’t seem to think my heart starts to sink tears running down my face I can’t hide it anymore so I go to bed and you can hear me snore then I wake up with tears on my face and i put some makeup on then I put a fake smile on my face and I repeat that crap again everyday what can I say? I constantly feel like I’m getting replaced by the people I love I won’t make it above this world ima go to hell or jail Ima kill myself and that’s not good it counts as killing someone that’s against the rule book. Don’t wanna do that to god or my mom but that’s it I tried so many times so many lies said to me read to me The attempts are ahead of me the attempt of ending this life I don’t deserve yuh