misery

-its hard for me to explain the feelin i been feelin to you its like impending doom -im just tryna make it can somebody give me a hand or some help wit what im going through. im sayin can i be im really sick of witchery i wish this bitch would just live me be- but im stuck in a bottomless pit and i cant climb up out of it and its filled up wit misery. Im stuck in a bottomless pit- and i cant climb up out of it- can somebody help me my mental health im not proud of it- im drownin in misery- im fucked up off the romulan- thinkin bout all the time that i wasted N all the time i spent- n wonderin if everything we do is predestined then why do i have the feelin that i have wit no lesson lent- i talked to uncle rick the other night and guess what he said- he told me nothing gold can stay so get that shit out ya head- im tryna make it but they ratha see me suffer instead- im takin meds but its not helpin wheelchair close to the leadge- im filled wit dread and im hopin that i packed me a parachute- if not its back to the bottom where i started my head ascewed