long gone

why should i give a fuck for anymore you tried to Walk over me like a dirty matt on the floor but im tired of this shit being in love with a person that is cold hearted but in the end im the one who has to be rebuilt and restarted pain and pressure find my vains im thinking inside am i just going through a faze will there bqe better days can i just turn and walk away do i have that much strength im begging please somebody pull the rope that's around my throat so that i can go watch my soul float out the window id rather be dead then too be in this shitty sin hole where it's so cold the suns going down and the trees are bringing in the shadows move to the side the demon inside is about to come alive just don't look in his eyes or you'll carry his pain until the day you die cursed sense birth what could be worse im standing on the steps at the church yelling to God how much My heart hurts all this shit i don't deserve this time you really struck the nerve im at a loss for words but my feelings could explode the earth just letting you know for what it's worth the tears I cry when I really wanna die come from the pain i have built inside for your love im down to die say goodbye another chapter of my life has been hidden and talked aside why do I live this life of A lie