Fake Friends

I got few people that I thought were my friends now I'm sitting here alone on the edge knowing that they all used me up and so now I wish that I can find luck I need more love I'm just a sitting duck I'm waiting for my life to change and lately it's been getting hazy I've been dying lately and my mind and my vision is going blurry I'm so sick of fake friends because they've been using me up and now I guess that I'm the problem I got people telling me that they wish that I was dead and now I'm sitting here on my bed waiting for the reaper to come and save me come take me so I can live without this pain in my brain cause it's been making me not be me I'm slowing changing my life is racing but I know that the good still in me I don't wanna die but I'll keep on crying cause I'm not afraid because the point of crying is to get all of the burdens off of your chest and now I'm feelin dead because I am sad I few friends left and the others were fake so now I'll just sit here and stay I'll drink the pain away I'll stop crying today I'm not afraid to cry because that's a part of bieng a man so to my fake friends and your fake shit please let me be so can die in peace