its easy to spend it but hard to make it it dont make it no better when you fold in temptation i then gave a lot and lost it all is it smart to depend on another man when i fall or is it wise to own up to yo mistakes and learn to crawl damn i ask myself is my decisions self inflicted am i the only one seeing the bad i done or is god my witness am i being blinded folded or am i just losing my vision i then walked down the path of unrighteousness turned around did right now im tryna see what life it is i know the difference between man and animal is we can make a choice but if im still stuck in my gruesome ways am i a sitting duck its life am i victim of society dont tell me im no different then the man drinking losing his sobriety better yet his liver tho if depression eat a man up what the fuck is he living fo he depressed life aint nothing but obsticles and stress and they preach every day we arise and take a breathe we blessed how when we struggle to make ends meet bill collectors and debt who the fuck happy having babies no mo child support payments a check thinking with my dick now im full of regrets im fucked so you tell me is it a way to make it out like is it religion? i seen em let God take the wheel and end up in a head on collision so i ask you. was it they destiny was it they time to meet the maker of everthing its confliction not to mention they dont want conversation it settles well with they soul engaging in confrontation is they wicked whats the price of losing life is it worth more then living? am i just a hero or am i labeled a villian im lost...