in life nilitought nita thrive

in life nilitought nita thrive but all in all ninasurvive atasujui why nilienda kujifunza kudrive I'm confused me ni nani in this dive or how many do i own in these five au kwani watu walidecide kunitupa kwa bee hive aki haya maisha nilikuwa kwa recurrent trouble but easy to say life ikanihumble aki now niko so srambled am so fumbled kwani life ugeuka na kuwa rumble aki haya maisha watu wana think lazy just becoz am not blazing and the way i was dazing now am not amazing now am down like am grazing aki haya maisha