Take Away my 9

I was there for you but was you there for me I took you n all yo kids tried to keep the peace Even when I found out you was just a cheat Even took you back you smashed my PS3 I juss kept on thinking we was meant to be Remember all those nights when you was next to me All those times you used to treat me like a king Now it seems like I'm the devil with the secrets that we keep Crying every night from the way you make me bleed All the lies you tried to get me to believe Taught you how to freak and another man is in those sheets Every time I fucked it up you always leaving me Even when I never left your side I was always down to ride One call away and I was down to slide All that love I showed money couldn't buy Now we got 2 kids that's the only thing keeping me alive You just ran away like every time I tried Never helped me out when I was thinking suicide Resorted to them drugs with all that pain that id hide Id do anything to go back in this time Back when it was all of us 5 and id really do it right Trynna chase my dreams make that money keep it tight Put you in that dress so I could call you up my wife Couple moments that we had id love to live it twice Mushrooms on my uncle's porch I still reminisce about that night But it's hard for me to forget those fights neither one of us was nice Wish you best of luck when I'll be sitting time Remembering your body you was always fine If loving you is wrong then I'll commit the crime When you was insecure I showed you was a dime It's better getting brutal since you isn't min If you think about me show me up a sign When I'm in my head take away this 9