Depression My OCD , Disorders, I’m Obsessed with taught me preset, past vs patience’s Now here’s an honorary manttion Actronym is not that accepting Morals teachin me, The rules are truth worth bending enemys are my friends Why do I keep pretending and close only counts in Horse shoes, hand Grenades And now pandemics. The irony , HERE I sit clothed, but still Im feelin naked wondering How to decipher Life’s hard lessons, on a daily basis constantly I am debating Feeling all these Opinions versus statements Make all of my decisions Emotionally not from a great place Thoughts constantly race in I’m wearing shoes while everyone else is skatin fallin taught me The worth of Duct tape So I started tapin BROKEN pieces Only rest when concrete Means 6 ft in a basement According to my calculations And my sister words still resinatein Fake shit till you MAKE IT Are these Mistakes I’m making just behaviours Teaching us to pave a path Worth watin My recollections just past memories, now on vacation Scared I won’t make it IOUs I’ve taken My feelings terrify me As much as the reasons I base them second guessing I’m facin Heaven or hell , I’ve created This time I won’t owe my life To time wasted Unacceptable meant I’m an unstable veteran, Speaking words I chose to ignore So I’m dead again Can’t figure out To Handel my ocd when’s it’s mixed with depression universe’s, way of testing Lookin I’m the mirror Now I’m reflecting A whole new perspective has set In I’m now a forced to be reckoned Truthfully Just try not to end up at a dead end